Gw kangen banget sekarang ma cew gw, Vera. The greatest woman that I ever met. Manusia unik yang mau ngerti sesosok manusia lainnya kaya gw ini. Gw kangen kalo dia lagi ngambek, seru ngerayu nya. Gw kangen pas dia panggil gw "teletubbies" (meski sampai sekarang gw ga tau gw yang mana...ntah Lala, Po, ato apa yg laen gw lupa...). Pernah liat pantai? Selama 3 tahun terakhir gw ga pernah ke pantai kalo ga ada dia. Kami pencinta pantai sejati. Dibela-belain bangun jam 6 pagi, tancap gas ke rumanya truz ke pantai. Disana bisa lama banget ampe capek.Rasanya libur gw kok pendek bgt ya. Maybe I said I leave her without regret coz of the good time we had. But still.....I miss her a lot, every single shine of the sun...coz I know I was enjoying some of the first shine with her.
Gw nelp dia tadi, great to hear her voice. Ga pernah serius...adanya becanda truz ampe salah satu sebel. I know she think that I don't love her much, especially when we are far apart. I know deep in her heart, she doubt me a lot. But I can't say anything, not to say something that make us fell uncomfortable coz of the distance. Jadi rasa bersalah yang ada...makanya tadi gw sms dia ampe 800 huruf...gila, pertama kalinya sms sepanjang it [hp baru ceritanya...hehe]. Gw pengen bilang berapa besar arti dia buat gw. Gw tau dia pasti dah tidur, dan ada kemungkinan dia marah2 karna terbangun ma sms yg gw kirim. Sedangkan dia ga bisa tidur lagi....mana besok ada kelas. Pasti begitu. Tapi mau gimana lagi, gw cuma mu dia tau aja...
Mungkin cuma posting pendek sekedarnya, ditambah embel2 yg sentimentil. But I feel much better now. I don't care
NB: Deja_Vu, rasanya gw pernah nulis sesuatu kaya gini. Bisa ga yah Deja_Vu dijelaskan? Kadang penasaran.....
